The promise of tomorrow is very unfulfilling because there’s nothing guaranteed about it. Love is the most amazing feeling one can have, but loving the wrong person is worse than an arrow pierced through your heart.
After being broken too many times you feel there’s no chance of mending your heart, finding true love is really hard, even seems impossible at times .I could’ve sworn that after all the heart aches, heartbreaks and abusive relationships, Blama Doe had come to cover up the scars, his welcoming hands, warmed smile, tender kiss and rare sense of humor was just a kind I’ve never had.He was always there when I needed him, he made me feel numbed to the world around me, he was there when I didn’t even call and was always ready to catch me when I fall.
My friends started to think he was way to good for me, I thought so too but I was happy that my prayers were answered, I was so focus on how he cared without knowing he really didn’t, some people are just good at pretending. Blama Doe promised to be the reason behind my happiness. I ignored all obvious signs that was a promised that wont be kept.
He had been after money and sex. I would do anything to make him keep his smile, I never noticed what was wrong till I caught him in bed with my best friend, of course they both tried to lie about it, she had been showering him with money and gifts all in the name of appreciating him for how he cared for me. I blame myself for being stupid enough to believe that.
Love is a tool meant to remind us of who we are and Heartbreak is a mirror that shows us a past we shouldn’t go back to.
Written By: Bels Sikani Dixon