If my first pet was human, it would be a handsome 25years old young man this year, Lanson was a joy to speak of, I never saw a day that Lanson had a gloomy day, actually later on I finally did, the day Lanson died and I cried and wished I treated him better. Was I a good owner? I wouldn’t call myself bad, all I will say is I was an ignorant 4years old. My Grandpa thought the best gift to get his favorite grandson was a puppy but what grandpa didn’t know is that I had serious phobia for animals, Lanson was a lovely and playful pet, but when Lanson comes around me I would run away in fear, cry so loud until Lanson quits playing with me or my favorite cousin saves me from my fears. Lanson wouldn’t have died if I was welcoming, he got so bored and rejected on this very day, went out of our fence without being familiar with the outside world and got smashed into nasty pieces of meat by a car. Lason is just one of those characters that have been victims of not getting the love they deserve even when they gave their all. Now this is the question, Have you ever regretted not showing love to someone that you should have loved?
I would love us to switch to interhuman relationships, we record more broken love affairs than long lasting and happy ones. In most cases, one of the partners is at fault with all the troubles, you know you need and desire someone but in the name of whatever! You enclose your mind with insecurities and enlarge your heart with so much ego! Then when the water runs dry you start missing the well, it doesn’t make no sense that it’s until you lose someone you love you realize how important they were to you. Since this type of attitude is so common, it could be said that most partners that bully their lovers or refuse to be there for their lovers are suffering from inner doubts to completely transfer their heart to the nature of love because they feel that no matter what! the end result of giving in to true love is pain. So they just keep fighting you in preparation of the day that you will decide to let them down, with the ignorance that you’re bleeding.
Fear simply means having faith in negative energy, I can say this anyday! Fear and love don’t mix, the fruits of fear in a relationship is lies, infidelity, constant fights and arguments, you can never get nothing but these results and more. if fear is all you hold on to then no matter how many good people and pure hearts come your way, you will always break and hurt them. We are talking about world pandemics like Corona Virus, Ebola, HIV and so on, We shouldn’t forget that the ability not to love deeply is also a pandemic, because without Love, What does the human race really have to offer?
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